A couple days ago I told everyone my weight. That was really hard for me to do and honestly, it was kind of humiliating. The reason I did that was for days like this. Day 3 was hard. I went to bed pretty late last night so I slept in this morning and didn't workout. I decided I would do it while Livie was sleeping but I took a nap with her. Don't judge me- I was SO tired. We woke up and played outside, went out to Tinker, had dinner, hung out with daddy. Next thing I know it's bed time and I still hadn't "shredded" Nic put her to bed and I still didn't do it because I didn't want to be too loud- I think that was my thousandth excuse today. So, I'm sitting there on the couch playing a game on my phone saying "after this one... No, after this one" Then I thought that I could just do it twice tomorrow. Only, tomorrow I am SUPER busy and will struggle to fit in just one short workout. Finally I get my ass off the couch and just do it. I'm glad no one was there with me or I would have started whining outloud. I wanted to quit before I even started... and this is only day 3! What is wrong with me?! I'll tell you what is wrong- I'm out of shape and I have a hard time motivating myself. When I want to just sit back and watch whatever is on the DVR, I know I can't. I told the world (all 12 of my readers) I was going to do something so I better do it. I completed the workout and noticed that I'm actually improving! So, thank you! I have gotten a lot of support and it keeps me going. It also lets me know someone is actually reading this thing ;) and holds me accountable.
